Viici

算是失恋了

2011-03-06T15:43:00.000-08:00

其实我真的很不开心，
这几天该哭的都哭了，
他说如果我瘦到45公斤，他愿意在尝试一次！
别人看到我这样说一定会叫我和他分手啦，他都这样了，不值得
也许是我爱他，我不希望自己会有遗憾，所以我想要试一次为他付出的感觉！
再说45公斤，瘦了自己也很漂亮，所以搞不好那时候我会和他说谢谢你，给我一个变瘦的机会！

可是觉得自己很奇怪，越来越不喜欢吃东西，原来不等到你失去，你是不会知道自己有多爱！
甜蜜的另外一边就是你不能想象的痛！
我愿意为他真的认真减肥起来了。也许这本来就是我该做的！
他没有别的要求，就连这样简单的要求我都没有做过！
是我自己不够好，所以我想付出一次！好让自己没有遗憾吧！

不东西其实也没有很难受啊！
以前应为是他给的压力所以我会很调皮的让他生气！因为我以为他会包容
但其实这真的是他的死穴吧！
我希望一个月减11公斤！
拜托让我成功！

17/08/2010

2010-08-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

没错，我又谈恋爱了。

可是这是我没有报很大的期望还是什么的

因为我知道在怎么幸福，他还是会有一天和我分手的。

我很悲观，但我不得不说他对我真的很好，只是现在是真的很好。

我很怕失去，所以我不敢也不会爱上他。

但是我真的很喜欢他吧

被属于的感觉真的很好，

有人爱的感觉也很好，

有人想念你的感觉也很好。

但是这都不是永恒的

我一直告诉自己，他不会永远只爱我一个的

他不会的。

我不想自己受伤，所以我一定要自己保持清醒

I'm Sick

2010-07-18T18:55:00.001-07:00

Feel so bad...
I been sick for 3 days...
Which is quite long for me....never sick in pass 3 year....

I miss home, Miss mama, Miss popo....
but i only can save everything for myself...is okay..no big deal la...
haha...
I found out that i actually independent enough to not lean on anyone..
It is tired but at least i could still keep on my life even i am the only one here...

that good thing to know..
I never miss anyone else beside family and babies friends...
haha....
that all

Study start again~~

2010-07-14T00:30:00.001-07:00

Haha....
Firstly...
I had a super duper good holidays....Cause i meet all my babies friends...
Secondly...
I lose all my photo, that the only thing that fail this holiday...
Thirdly...
I gain weight..Arggh wish is not so good...
Fourly...
School reopen, holidays end..
Last but not the least...
I fail my undang test wish is 39/50...I do study...but unfortunately fail too...

Hmm........
I'm just really lazy to update anything cause not much different between now and pass...
Hmm...
Everyday repeat the same routine....agrrrh....
Grandma asked me to diet again....Got heart not power....(chinese)
and
I am lazy to tidy my room...so i'll just pretend that it is not messy...save me tonne of works...
muahaha evil lazy mii....

Will write something more fun and intersting when i find someone that special..
<3

Malaysia, KL

2010-06-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

Nothing special...
Everyday hang out with friends,
but now the one that i really need, so sometime i feel quite lonely.
Actually I know that everybody have to been thur this.
I have to use to it...

/\...I really dont know how to make "You" know that my exist...
Haiz...so much harder to make a guy fall in love to me...

2010-06-02T22:48:00.000-07:00

呵呵，明天就要考试了。
我却还不乖的来blogg...
呵呵。。

其实爱情就像是购物，
这一秒你看到苹果把它拿起来放在篮子，想着要怎么弄的同时看到橘子，觉得橘子比较合胃口，把苹果放下拿橘子去买单。就算是那苹果提了多久都好最后买单的还是橘子。
但是买回去的就能怎么养呢？也许放在那里，放着放着就发霉了。最后的命运也就是在垃圾桶里

Jenny说的对，我知道我自己在干吗。
只是不愿意面对现实吧。

但是现在相通了，
曾经在怎么爱也不在是我的。
我只是一颗他提了半年的苹果，却不是他买单的橘子。
能失去的东西，也许我从来就没有得到过。
呵呵

苹果啊苹果是时候打开心墙让一个看到你的美的人来把你带进他家了，不是嘛？
我不会把你放出去。我会把你放在一个我自己都不记得的角落。
让你看到我的心再一次被一个爱我的人填满。

早就该放弃了，不是嘛？
只是你中途的转过身，我以为你要回头罢了。
我真的该面对现实中的真实了。
不应该在傻傻的以为你会回来，你还爱我。
如果你真的爱我就不会和我分手2次了。
因为如果你真的爱我，没有我的日子是苦的，不是嘛？

是你让我知道人是冷血了，在怎么爱一句分手就要把所有抹掉。
呵呵，只有傻子才会沉淀在那曾经的幸福。
但是曾经毕竟是曾经。
我不想在去确认你爱的人是谁了，因为那对我来说早就应该是不应该在意的事了。

我承认我一直在等你的回头，
不接受别人，把自己的心关起来。
是因为我怕我接受别人后你会回来。

但是现在我不会傻了，
我不接受别人你就会以为我爱你，哪么你就以为没有你的我很悲哀。
我用行动会告诉你，你错了。
然而你回头的时候，我也只能和你说

是你回头太晚，而我已经不在原地等你了。

爱情，观感

2010-05-31T20:43:00.000-07:00

Viici，17岁生日快乐。

爱情，两个很难了解的词。
曾经的彼此相爱却是分后的致命伤。
常常在想为什么不在想清楚后才在一起了。

相遇，相爱，往往到相处就失败了。
爱上一个人很简单，习惯一个人的习惯也不会有多难。
但是在习惯后失去却是很彷徨无助的。

心里常常有一个声音，希望知道在他心里他还爱我嘛？他真的真心我过我嘛？
其实我自己也知道我不相信他了。
我再也不是以前那个愿意百分百相信他的女生了。
我必须花很大的勇气去相信他还对我有感觉，但是一句简单的话就足以让我对他的感觉动摇。
也许是太爱了，爱到怕了，不敢在去信了。
痛到麻木了。不想在一次的经历那种心痛。

我很好，其实，我真的很好。
但是他就是有办法挑拨我。

有时候很乱很乱。
因为他变坏人值得吗？
有人说我很傻，
但是我不傻，我只是想被爱多于去爱。

爱情不是万能的。
我知道，也许我对你的念念不忘不是因为你离开了我。
只是我还没找到另一个可以依靠的肩膀吧？
可能吧。

想念你的晚安，想念你的我爱你，但慢慢的我也习惯关机睡觉。
其实我也不知道自己想写什么，就想跟着感觉的写一遍网志。
呵呵

一直都很期待很爱很爱我的人来爱我，
所以当他出现，我就不管一切的付出。
但是当我知道他是个花心男。有中说不出口的难过。
不知道为什么，明明我不要在在乎他了。
但是可能是我很在意自己对他的百般付出在别人眼里是个笑话。

如果这是事实的话，我真的很怕自己接受不了。
天使变魔鬼，和魔鬼变天使都可以只是一瞬间的想法而延伸下去。
我不想当魔鬼，
但是我没有哪么伟大的可以当一个付出所有的天使却有必须一次一次的被他们伤害！

怎么办呢？

2010-05-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

我变得连我自己有时候都觉得自己很奇怪。
我是想你的，但是我很清楚知道自己不爱你，就算你回来，也许我会动摇，但我不会在接受你了。
请你不要在来挑拨我的心了，好嘛？
就让我们普普通通的这样把。
我希望在你心理我还是哪么的特别和不一样！
记得很爱你的我就好喇！
现在的我变得很心机，我变得不相信了。
我真的不信所以的我不会和他一样。
”我不会和你前男友一样“多讽刺啊！在你说这句话以前，我前男友也和我说过不会像我的前男友一样。
但是他们现在都只是我的前男友。
所以的爱我一辈子。
屁喇，他们的一辈子就是当你们在一起的时候开始到和你说分手的时候。
也许1小时，1天，1星期，1个月，一年？但一定不会事一辈子的一辈子！
这是最瞎的慌，也是最能骗女生们的技巧。
在7天我就17了。呆在国外的我，也是时候看清楚，男人所谓的爱！
永远不要以为你会是他最特别的，因为那只是让你掉进陷阱的技巧。
爱情没有等于，只有多于还是少于。
以前的我永远都是多于的。
付出的比较多，伤的比较重，哭得比较痛，遗忘需要的时间也比较长！
但是我累了，痛够了，没有泪了，也不想在浪费时间了，所以我只能让自己变成是少于的那一个人。
他受伤比我受伤来的好。他哭比我哭来的好。你心痛比我心痛来的好。
男生们，不要在和我说你爱我一辈子的废话了，我不信一辈子的存在，和永远也只是2条平行线。

越难得到的越珍贵。
那为什么还要让他们哪么容易得到珍品却不会珍惜她们呢？
现在没有所以得真爱打败一切尤其是距离。
现在的爱情如果你少了心机，那你就等着他和你说分手吧。
因为爱情其实也只是一场游戏，只是付出的代价会比较多罢了

May!!

2010-05-09T15:53:00.000-07:00

Every week do the same thing,
I am really tired and boring with it.
We chat now, it really unbelieveable that we still able to be friend.
I feel like so GEMINI...
Gemini always forgive even though something really bad had heppen to them.
Is that consider good or bad?
I dont know

为什么

2010-05-06T00:47:00.001-07:00

为什么，一句话就可以让我想那么多？

内心世界！

2010-04-29T22:03:00.000-07:00

好像没有什么懂我的人
其实，是我伪装的好，还是没人用心了解过我呢？

梦醒了，一切回到原点

2010-04-27T19:02:00.000-07:00

这周末，我过的很开心，因为又被人疼爱的感觉！
只是周末过了，貌似一切都回到原来的样子。
其实说很伤心又不会很伤心，但是很开心也说不出来有多开心。
毕竟我们认识不久，大家也都不懂大家。
可能我们是不一样的，我是跟着感觉走的，感觉对了就像停下啦。
但是我可能不是他对的那位吧！

被你抱着的感觉真的很好，和你亲亲的感觉也很好！
想你的感觉也很好。

但是你好像不愿意对我有什么感觉的感觉！
你很怕别人知道我们的事情吧！
我不知道你想要怎么样，我不喜欢这种说不清楚的感觉！
我们说清楚好吗？

如果你想的和我想的一样我们可能可以尝试吧

但，

如果你只想当朋友那我们就把那周末当成是一样梦，
梦醒了，就回到原点，回到两条平行线吧！

20/04/2010

2010-04-20T03:35:00.000-07:00

Rain and Rain and Rain...
Melbourne Weather say change then change want...
thunder storm so loud no one care of me...
Run from the rain make my head so pain, no one know..
I really lonely sometime..
One person is free, but that not what I want...
I need someone would able to stand up for me when I need..
I hate breaking up,because it always need time to recover and need time to search for a better one.
I hate searching, because they're hiding aways from me...
I need one, only one that could never leave me...
I want to lean on the only one, and never affraid the he will step back and make me fall...

How can I tell her about you

2010-04-18T20:10:00.000-07:00

一首我很喜欢的歌
他代表着我的付出是值得的~
但答案我不知道

Understand~`

2010-04-09T03:05:00.000-07:00

I know when he is no more longer love me, he is no more longer mine!
I dont have to cry or sad~
Memory will always stay in our heart, and never forget, it part of life!
You might not cherish it, but I do.
It tell me to be more careful with the next relationship and to know more before any futher step~
Also it teached me "Distance always Beat Destiny"
Maybe i should find my prince Around me...
I should send that message early, so i wont trap by myself!
The only conclusion I can say
*He dont love me anymore
I should let him go and not wasting out time anymore...

I should be happy~~
Feel so stupid for all those days that waiting his return, i should do something useful in thoes day!!

He got a better one mean that he is not mine, and i will find my better one~~

悲喜交集

2010-04-04T02:34:00.000-07:00

昨天是恋人，今天是爱人，明天是离开我的人！
我明白他的意思了。
我失恋了，被同一个男人甩了第二次，我任命。
是我不听别人的劝告，我自讨苦吃，但那时候我没选择，因为我爱他！
就算到现在我还是很爱他，很想他，希望一切都只是梦，醒来看看手机会看到他发给我的早安简讯！
我很笨很白痴~

一时我能想通，一时又会幻想一切都是假的！
我觉得自己没做错过什么，唯一的错就只是我太远了。
可是这个你也知道，突然发现原来我的努力对你来说一点都不重要~
我看清了，你其实不爱我。
不过我也只能说我真的被你骗到了！
你在我心里是永远的影帝，这我永远都不会忘记！
你怎么样把我捧在最幸福的地方然后一下重重的把我从最高处摔下来！中间相差不到6小时~

有时候觉得我自己为什么要那么笨！一个不爱我的人
但是很多事情都是控制不了的
我说过不想为他哭，还是哭了~
我还是不愿意相信他外面真的有别人了，我不甘心，为什么他要和我抢！
反正不管怎么样。我不会祝福你，也不会诅咒你
因为你们在你们的世界，我在我的世界

Distance always beat Destiny

30/03/2010

2010-03-30T09:23:00.000-07:00

I'm available...i break up with kw...
no tear no sadness...

March of 2010

2010-03-10T17:41:00.000-08:00

Long time no update blog le!!!
Time go so fast la...
Wanna to finish this term soon le!!
Need to update something that I do in this term!!
Every Weekend go out with Jenny for singing or maybe shopping !!no much special!!

Waiting outside at QB

Love Photo-ing@

Miss them, saw them in Flinder Street Station, they are all in Uni now!!

Selina( Head of Borading) and me!!Jenny took this photo

We went for Sticky photo!!~~~I wear like a man that day!

Weird Mirror in the Flinder Street Station Toilet!!Muahahaha

Viici and 2 Jenny!!~~

Looking bad! We are having "Alice in the Wonderland pancake"!!

HaHa Mirror out the pancake shop, muahahaLove this picture! Look funny

Practice our singing skill la!!

Moomba Festival and Taiwaness day!!

Viici and Jenny Chen @ Bubble Tea

All Taiwaness except Me!!!

They are Funny!!

I love Malaysia and I love Melbourne too!!

Those are the place I have Family, Friends and Fun

哭过就好了

2010-03-08T01:29:00.000-08:00

不喜欢怀疑什麽

并不表示我没有感受

看你微妙的变化慢慢不同

我不是生气只是心痛

最讨厌被误会了

但越解释越觉得难过

你可以说人会变但不能说

你会这麽做是我的错

哭过就好了伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

爱是为了拥抱为了牵手

不是为了争吵为了调头

哭过就好了痛都会走的

记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

最讨厌被误会了

但越解释越觉得难过

你可以说人会变但不能说

你会这麽做是我的错

哭过就好了伤都会好的

这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍

爱是为了拥抱为了牵手

不是为了争吵为了调头

哭过就好了痛都会走的

记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往

想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤

要找勇气却不在口袋或手上

但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了痛都会走的

记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的

失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩

还是谢谢你让我长大了

很无奈！

2010-03-03T18:14:00.001-08:00

你说因为钱的关系，我们不能每天聊那么多简讯了。我也认了！
可是我以为我自己可以很无所谓的不和你聊天，但其实我不可以！
每次发简讯给你，我说你不用回，你就真的不回了!
因为现在没有常常发短讯的原因我会变得很敏感！
心里有疑问，可是没有人能给我意见！
其实憋在心里面真的很痛苦！
我很怕我们就这样没了！
你说过你不会离开我，但是我已经不能时时刻刻的陪着你了！
我已经没有的让你依赖了，如果连简讯都不发，其实你觉得你的生活还需要我嘛？
我不是怕什么，我只是怕如果有一天我对你来说有没有都无所谓了。那我该怎么办？
我是不是该让自己开始习惯真的没有你的生活？
我是不是该让自己看清楚现实？
你常常和我说你爱我，你想我，多么希望你说的是真的，只希望在一万次了，每次是真心不是因为习惯！
你说过你不会在让我感觉得到空虚，但是我无时无刻都很空虚！
有时候想想其实也许我们都不了解对方吧，我们都给对方太多的自由了吧！

如果你真的在乎我，你应该会看到我打的这篇文章吧！
但是我想这不可能的，我和你说过3次我的博客Address可是你有没有记得！！
我已经开始觉得你不在乎我，不紧张我了！
以前我去那里都好你有会很担心，现在你就只和我说你开心就好！
我真的不知道我该怎么办啊！
我很想很想很想要回那种感觉！
被你关心，担心，爱护的感觉！
也许你没发现，你慢慢的把这些都省略掉了！

你知道每天我都在害怕，没有安全感的怕你离开我嘛？
我真的知道幸福不是必然的要靠自己维持的！可是你好像都不能让我有觉得没有安全感，但是我真的很没有安全感！
只要你改变了一点你对我的方式我就会乱想！
我会乱想不是因为我幼稚，而是因为我知道的太多了。
我知道一段爱情开始走向死路是怎么样的！
你知道你是真的爱我，我该相信你，但有时候不是相信就能走到最后！
我知道你不喜欢我乱乱想哪么多东西！
可是你能给我多点安全感嘛？我真的很怕，每时每刻都在怕你会下一秒就和我说分手！
你说过你不会和我说，但是谁又能真的保证能爱对方一辈子呢！
曾经你也说过不会和我分手的，但是我们也曾经分手过！

你知道嘛，我真的很想你看看我的心里是怎么想的！
我觉得我应该坦白的表达我自己的感觉给你知道，因为我们已经不是很了解对方了，如果连感觉也不诚实，那我们之间的感情太脆弱了！
你和我说过我很特别，因为我不会想其他女生一样受不了你说的话！
可是我的大方真的有个底线，我的底线就是我真的很怕失去你！
我可以很大方但是我也是女生！

你是我付出最多的男生，真的真的，所以我很珍惜你！
我也希望你能珍惜我！
我对你好是因为我爱你！
我不生气你也是因为我爱你！
我告诉你是因为我真的爱你！
我哪么容易就接受回你的第二次最求是因为我真的不想失去你

其实我真的真的很想你看到！但是我知道着只是我一厢情愿吧，你连我的博客都忘记，又怎么回来看呢！
你觉得你会爱我一辈子嘛?
还是我该看清事实？
我真的不知道~~好想哭。
我憋的很辛苦你知道嘛？

Self -Photo Shooting is compulsary for girls@@

2010-02-28T19:16:00.000-08:00

Enjoy Life, Shine like a Star!!

Cause life is short and never repeat^^

Chinese New Year of 2010 = )

2010-02-28T19:08:00.001-08:00

Chinese New Year End le...So fast la...

I wish that Im with my family during that time...

Alot of delicious food...hmm yummy

Haha..Melbourne's Chinese New Year, is kinda different with Malaysia..

But anyway everyone is happy too...

Lot of chinese food outsife "The Crownd"but i din eat, cause no money and also kinda rush!!

25 more days..

Looking Forward!

This year onward my life is getting more pressure,

homework is non stopping!!!

Also Australia is having the Tsunami Warning!!!

I am really scare that i'll die here!! rather die in 2012~~

Actually I'm really lazy to update my blog now...cause nothing special to write!!

Prefer in Malaysia!!

Everyday is a memorable day!!

Muackz!

Oh God...Money Money Money

2010-02-23T18:07:00.001-08:00

I am so poor now...
Wanna to cry la

Happy New Year & Happy Valentine!!!

2010-02-15T00:39:00.000-08:00

Babes...Happy Valentine ya....may all the wishes come true!!

Friday Night

2010-02-12T03:19:00.000-08:00

Today, I got my new Computer, is a T400!!

Muahahaha...I am now using it to blogging!!So happy...

This thingy got webcam so it make me feel so excited la..

Also to day when to watch Valentine Day...is really romance..

wish he could be here with me la...

Haha actually i am happy with changing my com, but i hate to set up everything all over again!!

Kinda annoying, cause use to my old com alrd....

Is really funny...i couldnt find my email!!

I know Im stupid, you guy no need to remind me of it!!

haha...

Today i receive Present from Jenny！！Awh...so sweet la...

Thnx babe!!

My Kw also receive my valentine present alrd!!

He say he is happy and i am really happy too..cause i wan him to happy every moment!!

Althought we keep on argue in the past few days...be we are all right now!!

Shit, i have my Accounting Outcome on Monday and Photo Outcome due on Monday

And i am still blogging, i am a bad student haha...

but i really need to relax la...

2010-02-08T18:02:00.000-08:00

Is changing back to the way we use to be!!

Back to Melbourne la!!!

2010-02-01T02:52:00.000-08:00

Ok I am Back to Melbourne!!
Feel Tired and Homesick!!
Miss family, babe friends and my babe kw!!
Although we still keep in touch but still i miss him!!
He is really caring!!
I love Him so much la...
Really sad to come back here, because Malaysian(aku punny rumah) is the best la!!
Got Family and Friends sayang me!!!

As usual la...
The first thing I do went I am back is tidying my room!!!
Still messey a? My babe say is messy la!!damn hurt lo...cause I tired for long time alrd!!
This is my little privacy place!!
Muahahaha....Kinda Pink!!

Oh yeah!!! Red Jumper,
Remind me of Something,
Wish is:
~I am a Senior now!
~2 More years to go then i finish my high school!
~I am getting old la!
~More pressure
~More homeworksss

Today is my first day in Year 11,
I was thinking it will be a happy, relax and enjoy day...
But guess what!!!
Just opposite la!!!
Pressure, Homework and Stress!!!
Alamak!!!

Every subject got homework!!

Anyway say something happy, while i doing my homework, my babe ask me to call him, and we chat chat chat...damn happy la..
He tell me that my study is the most important thing at this stage!!
Just feel like he is really mature!!Know how to take good care of me!!!
Haha....
Ok la...got to continue homework!!

Out With Stella Maris Friends

2010-01-24T01:31:00.001-08:00

Yesterday when to Pavilion and meet stella maris friends and watch movie!!
We watch The Spy Next Door, they keep on saying I laugh at the point that people dont laugh!
Damn no face la!!anyway is happy!!!

Finish movie we when to food court and let the gentlemen had something to eat and wait for my babe Alison!
Then Yee Leng, Alison and me took photo in Pavilion toilet, but the cuci lantai punya orang said we cant take picture in here!!!damn lc la...
Then we go to ts, eat bbq plaza!!!
My first time leh...damn cool la...
and also we play bowling, but i get a teruk result, so sad la...

Haiz...Miss my babe so much,every corner in Pavilion remind me of him!!
Wish that he is there with me!
That day he tell me he is coming to kl on March to meet me!!
I am really happy that he change alot!
I really feel like i'm part of his life!
Yesterday we also chat about buying what for February 14 to each other!!
I wish that he will like what i bought!

Kw Babe and Viici to Pavilion!!!

2010-01-20T07:39:00.000-08:00

Today I finally meet him alrd!

The guy that break up with me twice and make me cry like hell!

We plan to meet in Pavilion...

When I arrive I went to the cinema and meet him..

He saw me first

I thought he will meet me when his friends

but he din!!

He is so caring

Then we walk and walk around Pavilion and chat!!

He hold my hand and we kiss

Then we go to meet his friends, I din talk much because they are pretty cool!

Then I play around with his phone and i saw he name me as Viici Dear

I fee very sweet and happy!

Then we go watch Movie! We watch WooHoo, my second time!

In the cinema, he know that I'm cold and he take off his coat and give it to me!

He know that I dont wan to sit with a guy beside me and he say he must change place with me so that i dont have to sit with that guy, and this make him force to sit sprerate with his friends!

I really want to keep everything that happend on today in my mind forever!

Most of the time, we din watch the movie but looking at each other, From his eye i feel safe! I know that he is really love me and care me, we kiss and he touch my face!

I feel like I so baby by him and it really mean alot to me!

He told me he was crying while we watch movie because he dun wan to go back!

I dont want him to go back either!

Waiting for his friends outside the toilet

in@ dome

he is drinking mine!

Me!

in@ dome

Kw and Viici

I love him

My babe Kw

Lou Gong

Muackz

He took this photo

His friend fetch me back home, I drink his water and he keep on want to buy something for me,but not really easy to find thing that can represent him in my heart, even at the end he also wan to by something for and feel sad because cant get anything for me, so I ask him to give the ring that he wearing!

Just now we was chatting on the phone, He tell me that he is sad because he delete all my msg and thing@@... He was cry, i feel so sad and happy, sad because he is sobbing, happy because he cry because of me!

I Love You, My Babe_Kw

2010-01-17T05:54:00.000-08:00

I FINALLY FOUND THE COURAGE

TO WALK OUT OF YOUR LIFE

BUT FUCK IT,

I FORGOT TO TAKE

MY HEART WITH ME.

17.01.10

2010-01-17T05:48:00.000-08:00

Lazy to update this few days.

Because Holiday End soon!!

Today went to Pavilion with Cassey and watch this movie! Quite Funny la...

女孩，不要把你的灿烂年龄都给了别人

2010-01-04T19:35:00.000-08:00

女孩,当你进入一生中最光芒的时候.
你的身边开始充斥着各种奢侈品.
人们的价值观也开始发生了变化.
于是你开始迷茫.
面对那些用青春换金钱的女孩.
你知道那是不对的.
可是你还是有些羡慕.
甚至想模仿.
但你要明白一点,
她们的苦涩你是看不到的，
除了金钱她们得不到任何，
除了青春她们没有任何资本可供挥霍. 你要记住，
拿钱能买到的永远都不贵.
女孩，你可以虚荣，
因为那是女人的天性.
但不要让自己变成为别人增加虚荣的工具.
自行车的后坐比很多名车的软椅更值得回忆，
更觉得幸福. 那才是你这个年龄的幸福. 女孩，
不要觉得自己抽烟有多酷，
不要到了戒不掉的时候才觉得后悔.
你抽掉的是健康. 是父母的血汗钱.
即便你的家庭富有.
但那不是你赚来的. 所以更要珍惜.
不要说抽烟喝酒可以解愁。
不抽烟的你绝对会比抽烟的你舒服，
喝酒亦然.
女孩，不要觉得自己多么脆弱，
其实你比你想像的要坚强，
别被自己骗了。
不要为了一个男人或男孩要死要活.
没有必要，
这个世界最爱你的人是你的父母，
当你为了一个男人要死要活的时候.
你想过你的父母是为谁.
不再健康却仍在操劳吗？
女孩，不要说什么男人没一个好东西之类的话. 不
要恨那个抛弃或背叛你的男人.
如果他曾爱过你，
那就感谢他曾带给你的爱和快乐.
宽容会让你更高贵.
如果他和你一开始就是一场阴谋，
那么更要感谢他，
因为他为你的人生增加了一份难得的经验和阅历.
女孩，如果男人离开了你，
不要纠缠，
一个男人不爱了就是不爱了.
不管你付出什么也挽回不来什么的.
有些东西一旦失去就再也回不来了.
奇迹很少.
女孩，不要用新的恋情来驱赶旧恋情带来的伤感，
不要用你的新男友向你以前的他来证明什么，
因为那毫无意义，
说明的不过是你的幼稚.
如果他带着他的新欢在你面前招摇，
你也不用假装大度的祝福，
没必要不管那个女孩比你好还是比你差，
不管他们幸福不幸福。
你要明白，他们和你没有任何关系.
他们在他们的世界.
你在你的。
女孩，如果你还年轻，
还没有进入社会. 那就单身几年，
学会享受寂寞的幸福.
以后就算你想单身，也会有人逼你去结婚.
不要为妻母后才开始后悔.
不要把你最灿烂的年龄都给了别人.
留段时间给自己，只有自己.
女孩，珍爱自己，珍惜自己，
如果你自己都不爱你自己，
那么怎么让别人来爱你.
不要为别人委屈自己，
改变自己.
你是唯一的你，
珍贵的你，
骄傲的你，
美丽的你.
女孩，尊重别人，尊重自己，
更要让别人尊重你，你也值得别人尊重.
不管时代如何变化，
自爱永远会让人觉得可贵.
没有任何借口堕落....

找个把你当宝的人，你才会幸福

2010-01-04T19:33:00.000-08:00

找个把你当宝的人，你才会很幸福！
把你当宝的人，不是天天叫你宝贝，而是......
把你当宝的人，他时刻都在想你，
他会随时发个短信问问你。
把你当宝的人，他会任何电话都在你当面接打，
并且不会说“这不方便”等等的话。
把你当宝的人，他不会嫌弃你的身材，
总是叮嘱你要多吃点，
即使胖胖的，也是他的宝贝。
把你当宝的人，不会说你不够漂漂，
然后手机里存满你的照片，而不是其她MM。
把你当宝的人，他会很紧张你是否受到伤害。
把你当宝的人，他会让你随时开心，
而不是明明在恋爱，却总是感到寂寞。
把你当宝的人，他会因为你困难时找到他而高兴，
而不会觉得这时麻烦。
把你当宝的人，
他会在你冲他发脾气后依然说和你在一起很幸福。
把你当宝的人，
他会把你的任何事都当作自己的事情并且处理的很好。
把你当宝的人，他不会觉得你很麻烦或者笨笨的，
他总是认为你是最棒的，并且总是在夸奖你。
把你当宝的人，会认真的记得他说过的话。
把你当宝的人，会在你批评他的时侯,
甚至以后也在检讨自己，
而不是觉得你是在找事。
把你当宝的人，会对你放心，但是却时时关心。
把你当宝的人，不会让你觉得寂寞和孤单，
不会让你不开心，不会惹你生气，
不会让你猜忌，不会对你发脾气。
把你当宝的人，绝对不会因为任何事让你伤心落泪。
把你当宝的人，绝对不会让你随时觉得自己是一个人。
把你当宝的人,就算分手也是因为他爱你......（转载）

1st Day Single!!

2010-01-04T00:59:00.001-08:00

Today is a brand new me!!!
As i said, No more longer stay in a small frame waiting for people to find me!!
I want to make more new friends!
Because I understand, People who worth for you to cry wont make you cry!
It is an old term but that real~~
Sadness is only making me fail, I want to be more sucess and treat myself better than last time!
Nobody care of me I care of myself!!
In the future when people turn around and look at me,
I will make them feel Sorry because of dumping me away!

I don't believe that I couldn't live my life when my love one leave me!!
There're no such thing like" I can't leave without you"
When the moment that you need to face everything by yourself come, I believe I enjoy my life better than you do!!

You said Break Up, My heart hole!
I am the one who give out more, so I know I'll be the one who hurt more.
And this will make me more mature, people who get hurt growth.
Because they need to let themselves advoid the "next" hurting!!

If he is not the one, I'll just continue my life and find the right one!!
Cheer up..All the people who get hurt by their love one!!
There are always a hole to let us get rid of sadness...
We only need to find our ways!!

By the way...
4 days of diet!!
and I get Good Result!!

Goodbye My Love

2010-01-03T07:29:00.000-08:00

Need to say Goodbye with my Babe_Kw老公 le
Our 99 days Long distance relantionship end!!

Thank your the caring and the love that you give me!
I will never forget how much you love and care of me on the begining of out relantionship!!
Never ever Forget!

From 26-09-2009 til 03-01-2010
We Been though our 1,2,3 months, your birthday, christmas and New Year!!
Although we haven meet before...
But i give you full of my heart without doubt!
I love when we webcam, and chat on friendster commant...

I miss 2009 term 3 holiday...
That was the sweetest time we had...
Every second heart stick together...

Anyway thank!!
I need to go and cry now

Bye Bye
babe_kw

He said Break up, I said No

2010-01-01T03:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday been a crazy day!!
Cause he say break up with me and we break up for 2 hours and 24 min!
and back together...

I love you...and I Never wan to Leave you!!!
Hope that You believe Me...
I say You're the one mean that I'll keep my promise and never break!
Lonely will be the biggest test for us!!
I believe I can make It!

But YOU???

Long Time no update!!!

2009-12-21T00:27:00.000-08:00

No internet for 10 days already!!
So I'm like dying...

Lucky got 38 chelle sudden said overnight my house,
at least i have something to do!!
We did nothing much but chat alot, at the begining i tot that we'll speechless but she is still the same!!!

Still that 38
Still that Skinny
Still that brave

So how she change too....
Maybe long time no see, her DNA like campur with the dor DNA..
I said so because she keep on bit mii...like Doggy...Painful!!

Anyway she take photo and chat about bf stuff...
Eat milo and play badminton...
Haha..so happy...

On Friday morning...Yee Leng come in to my house on 8am...
Alamak, still dreaming then i heard someone knock my room's door..and i saw her standing in front of my room...
eye also haven open!!
haiz...

Then we start our lagoon trip...got 3 pair couple with me, chelle, hoong and shaun!!!
Dydy bought a BIKINI...sexy la...cost a lot too..haha..

at 4 something, Raining!!haiz...cannot play..then we change cloths make up and stuff go to pappa rich eat...then shop around..chelle and i went to eat ice cream and chat....

Then we go to Full house...take picture and eat!!!

and now..

I back to boring!!

Picture on the next blog!!

Heart Broken~~

2009-12-11T08:41:00.000-08:00

你好像越来越不在乎我了，
不知道该怎么办，
知道你是应为工作的关系所以才可能哪么少找我，
可是我的心真的很难受，你以前不会哪么凶的和我讲话，
现在却搞得的连和你聊天都怕了。
很想和你讲讲话可是很怕我回弄到你又觉得烦，又生气我！
只能是你生气，我说你，你又不爽。
我真的不知道要怎么办

我真的很想你，我的老公
你去了那里？

现在的你，我真的很陌生，虽然说在一起一段时间，很多事情都会变。
可是我只是希望你对我的方式没有变！
虽然承诺你还是遵守了，可是却不是给我给我承诺的哪么人遵守！

对我你好像变了，你知道吗？

9.12.09

2009-12-08T22:36:00.000-08:00

My Brother and I went to ' The Bird'..

After I cut my hair( Yee Leng cut it) I love it...Thank Yee Leng

This'll be really Long!!! USA Update~

2009-11-26T19:49:00.000-08:00

We have arrived
2009-10-30

After a really long flight we arrived in Boston to be greeted by 'Men in Black' in luxury vans to transport us to the Radisson. After a quick refresh we headed down the street to the Californian Pizza Restaurant. Outside all of the local teens were dressed in crazy gear in preparation for Halloween. They kept waving to us through the windows of the restaurant. Congratulations to Miss Kingwell for her organisation. Everything went smoothly.

Fast Food in Airport RJ, May, Princy

I know it look funny, haha anyway I love this hotel the most!!

Halloween in Boston
2009-10-31
The day started late with we all having a sleep in. We then wandered down the street to a Diner that was recommended to us called the South Street Diner. A sassy waitress and a large waiter organised us into Booths and stools at the counter. Eggs over easy, toast, fries, cinnamon toast, Banana bread, bacon, endless coffee and shakes, we all loved it and really super size. After that we wandered the streets before catching the subway to Harvard. We had a guided tour of the school by some exuberant students before the girls hit the shops to buy all sorts of Harvard stuff and Subway for lunch. We then came back to the Hotel for a quick refresh and then headed off to the Boston Skywalk. An observatory on the top of the Prudential Tower. We were each given a Phone Guide that we used around the top of the tower that gave us an insight into the history and facts about the town of Boston. The Apple Cube was over the road so we drooled over the price of ipods and iphones. This is were the fire of Kim came from(maybe) Princy become the richest girl in the trip, maybe Kim jealous, so keep on say we said other look stupid. Anyway stop saying about her, this is where i bough my lovely I-touch!!Haha~Then on the walk back down Newberry St, we saw all sorts of outfits on the local youth - Gorillas, Spock, Wonderwoman, Mr T, 3 Musketeers, etc for Halloween, it was a lot of fun.

Big face me!

Pooing....haha

Haha Re Jean and Princy

Night view of Boston

The Freedom Trail
2009-11-01

Today was a very long day!!! We left after having cereal and tea in our room. The trail starts in the Boston Common and meanders its way through the streets of Boston to historic sites like Cemeteries, Paul Revere's house, the State House, Faneuil Hall and finally Bunker Hill. Part way along the trail we diverted to the Boston Aquarium and had lunch at Quincy Market. At Bunker Hill a small group of staff and students and also Princy made their way up the 294 steps to the top of the Monument. Our legs were like jelly. To get back to our hotel we caught the subway

May and Princy(having ice cream) This is the line we hand to follow( 8km go and back)

This is what calles "I have eveything in my chick's bar"

I am a tall ass!!

I am pushing it!!Strong!

See an ugly women beside a handsome guy?? she is the bitch(Kim)

What a good pose!

We hit the Big Apple
2009-11-02

We made our way to Boston South Station dragging our bags along the footpath and sounding like a jetliner(no taxi). Frank met us as we entered with his little red cap and proceeded to look after us. He put our bags on a trolley and set us up in the front carriage before other travellers were allowed to board. The train trip took 4 hours passing the beautiful watery shores of Connecticut with its very quaint buildings. The trees are losing their leaves and everywhere you looked you could see all shades of red. Upon arriving in Penn station we tried unsuccessfully to purchase enough metcards for the group. So instead of catching the subway to Union Square, we walked and walked and walked to the hotel. The hotel is small, tight and without elevators. I had to carry my big bag up to 3rd floor and sleep with a Aussie girl, then i found out they able to live without bathing from 5 days. Then we headed into Times Square and caught a double-decker bus tour of the city for the next 2 hours being guided by a man who was a cross between Archie Bunker and Jackie Gleason. It was freezing, but we still laughed at his jokes. Back to Times Square, we invaded the giant M and M store. A feat in the brilliant marketing of lollies (candy as we like to say as we are in the states). We have just returned and are trying to thaw out.

Bus ride (the best view of New York)

Silly again!

Super big Size Pizza(feel full just look at it)

The MET and 5th Avenue
2009-11-03

After an early start we made our way to Grand Central Station, where the everybody relived many scenes from their favourite TV shows and Movies. We then went to the MET and spent 3 hours looking at many of the exhibits (too long actually). We had purchased lunch earlier from a sensational deli near our hotel, which we devoured sitting in the sun in Central Park.(Saving money and we had to suffer). Then we hit the shops of 5th Avenue and Japanese for dinner and then back to the hotel for an early night.

Big face again!!

Pretending I know art!!
I like this Photo, thnx May

Empire State, Brooklyn and Wall Street
2009-11-04

We walked our feet off today! We walked to the Empire State Building via 5th venue to see great views and we heard many stories of movie scenes filmed there. The audio commentary was excellent. We then shopped at Macy's for 2 hours, then went back to the hotel to drop off our purchases, then off to our favourite deli for lunch. Then it was via the subway to Brooklyn over the river and a walk back over the Brooklyn Bridge through to Wall Street, Ground Zero and then up Broadway through Little Italy, SOHO, NOHO, NOLITA more shopping at Top Shop and Hollister and finally dinner in Greenwich Village (at Maccas!!!!!).

A Famous Bridge

Empire State Building Top View!!(King Kong' scence)

Big Face me

May said she want to PhotoShop this photo woth words( I Miss You)

Skating, MOMA and on the water
2009-11-05

Went to Rockefeller Centre this morning and some bitches had a great time ice-skating on the outside skating rink while the we watched the 'Today Show' being filmed. Then we all shopped in the NBC Store nearby. We then walked through Hell's Kitchen to the pier to catch the boat around the island, but alas, the boat didn't leave until 4:00 in the afternoon. So change of plans, we caught a bus back to the MOMA and took in all of the famous works of art. The boat trip around the island was excellent! Great commentary and we got to see the island in daylight and then as the sun set all of the lights came on. Back to Times Square and a final look around there before dragging ourselves home. We had left at 9:00am and returned at 10:00pm. We reckon we are walking 15 km per day! Gosh!!!

This is New York!!

Being Silly Re Jean and Princy

Edited! Night View

Status of Liberty!!!

Time Square!!

I Love New York

Smile Big Smile!

Night View of the Square!!

Collegiate School
2009-11-06

Today we spent the day at the Collegiate School in the Upper Westside. What a fantastic experience it was for everyone. The girls were paired up with a boy from Year 11 or 12 and taken to a class and then had lunch in the cafeteria. It was classic line up with a tray and go along the line picking up what you wanted to eat or drink. The classes varied from Chinese, Calculus, Spanish and a truly inspiring American Literature class. What a great group of boys. So keen to learn and share their thoughts on the book being studied. We then left for Columbus Circle for a short while before making our way back to Collegiate to see their school production 'The Importance of being Earnest'. Such funny dialogue and excellent acting by the boys and the girls from a local private Girls' school. The girls made many friends and left with happy memories.
Princy and Re Jean
After watching the performen From the school!

Believe it or not but actually ALL of then speak

Chinese!

My face, Princy fingers!!!

A Drink before continue!

A day in the Museum and the Guggenheim
2009-11-07

We headed off for the American Museum of Natural History this morning catching what we thought was the local train, however as the trail sped past our stop and the following 4 stations, we realised we had caught the express. We did a U-Turn and made our way back from Harlem to the correct station thanks to the guidance from a Policeman. The museum was something very different. Lots of Dioramas with scenes from Africa, the Americas and beyond. The Dinosaurs were spectacular and the Space Show was amazing. We then walked across Central Park to 5th Avenue and then up to the Guggenheim. The display was mainly the works of Vasily Kandinsky. However there were some installations by Anish Kapoor and Kitty Kraus. We needed Mrs Cleine there to tell us what they meant. The building itself was amazing. When then did some final shopping in 5th Avenue before heading down to Little Italy and having our final dinner in NY in a beautiful restaurant with lots of noise and action. Cheese, tomato and basil for starters, Hot Antipasto followed by varying Pastas. It was a highlight!

Finding money!( Dollar Notes look all the same)

Something from Malaysia!!Posing like her!!

Bones everyway!!

Pretty shoes, Good prise but hurting my legs badly!!Sob!

Train to DC, Reynold's Gallery and the Movies
2009-11-08

We caught the high speed Acela Train from NY to DC today, a trip of around 3 hours. I ate lost of stuff...We then caught the subway to the Harrington and then went for a walk around where we are staying. We went into the Reynolds National Portrait Gallery. It was the building where Lincoln was inaugurated. It was interesting looking at all of the original portraits of presidents, soldiers and Indians. We then had a beautiful meal at a Thai restaurant(May May so happy!!) just down the street. We actually sat outside as the night was so mild. Afterwards we saw the movie "The Box'. It was weird!!!! They were also fascinated by the Americans laughing at spots in the film when it wasn't funny. 7:30 start tomorrow to go the Embassy.(Boring not Malaysian Embassy pun!!)

So match with my School!!

BeingSilly!!

I bet he need a hand

Omg! Isn't he Cute??

Obama!!

I Like this Picture!!

Washington - Embassy, Capitol Building & Science Centre
2009-11-09

We walked to the Australian Embassy today via The White House. Once there we were treated to a talk by one of the consular officials. He told us all about the workings of the Embassy and the part they play in the US and Australian relations bla!bla!bla!. We also looked at a wall of photos of our Prime Ministers and the various Presidents over the years. Then I found out that The Australian Prime Minster could speak Chinese!!(seem like i had to work hard in my History). Our guide then suggested that we visit the Capitol Building. Taking his advice we went on a wonderful tour of the building and finished by sitting in the Senate Gallery watching 3 Senators talking about the Veteran's Bill and National Health. We then went for a walk down the Mall finishing at the Space and Flight Centre. A final piece of shopping at the Pentagon Centre before heading home for an early night.

Mrs Loel and Mr Hubbard did climb up!!

Having fun with it

One of the scene in Night At the Museum

Re Jean

Visitation College and the Mall
2009-11-10

We caught taxis today(first and only) to Georgetown to spend the morning with the girls at Visitation College. They spoiled us! Morning Tea, Lunch and a drink bottle filled with lollies. It is a Catholic school that has been in existence for around 200 years. We went off to class with out buddy and then had lunch with them in the canteen. It was great sharing ideas and asking and being asked many questions. Kim is really showing off with her GOOD ENGLISH and scare that people DONT KNOW that she is a DAY GIRL not like us). Anyway they are such beautiful girls in a school that does resemble Toorak College. We then walked to the Lincoln Memorial, the Washington Memorial and the Vietnam Memorial. Sometime I really feel that is trip is not fun at all, too many walking and also wasted all the time in walking and we can't do much shopping!!Walking to the Washington Memorial spire and the other side of the Whitehouse before heading back to our hotel. We went out for dinner at the 'Hard Rock Cafe'. As we're actually abandon by the group so we find out on fun, May pretending how Ina say "OMG I love this song"and it is really fun, by the way Ina is Kim best friend, appearence of an Asian but feel proud rather be an Australian. I hate them both!!Anyway, if without this bitchy Kim make all those nonsences and walk, I think I'm really enjoy, but then I still feel i know a lot of stuff from the

Katie+Princy, Re Jean+Vanessa, Shannan+May(Our Buddy)

Asshole(for Kim and Ina)

Being Silly!!

I have a Long tongue!!

Vanessa and Re Jean( She is Cool!!)

This is where Obama Work!!

Other sigificant place that we force to go!!

Money

2009-11-18T18:51:00.000-08:00

With money you can buy a house, but not a home.
With money you can buy a clock, but not a time.
With money you can buy a bed, but not sleep.
With money you can buy a book, but not knowledge.
With money you can see a doctor, but not good health.
With money you can buy a position, but not respect.
With money you can buy blood, but not life.
With money you can buy sex, but not love.

17.11.09

2009-11-16T23:48:00.000-08:00

单人房间虽然很好，可是我真的很不舍得他！
虽然我们有时候会真的不满对方还是什么，但是他才是我在Toorak唯一一个真心的朋友。
像他说的多希望我们是同一个年纪啊！
感觉上有他，我就是一个有朋友的人，现在我虽然在单人房间了，
可是我的孤单，没人理会，一个人，必须对别人低头，你却不懂！
突然发现我真的没有哪么想住单人房间！
听到你要走了，我真的很不开心，可是我能做什么呢？
我也不可能和你说你别走！好无奈无助

New bedroom!!

2009-11-16T15:53:00.000-08:00

OMG, cant believe that I'm now going to a new bedroom in senior wing!
No more Jenny, in my room...
haiz..
Feel a but lonely, although she is quite noisy sometime but then she is very important to me!!
Feel quite but too quite...
Haiz...
Messy room...lazy to tired..

Haha back from America

2009-11-14T01:54:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody,
I am back
I am sick
and I will upload my pictures when i free
By the wat not many nice picture i taken~~~

Sad!!

I am not having Swine Flu!!!

Present for you!! I know i am a Bad singer

2009-10-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

Babe, 在一起一个月了，

希望我们能在一起很久很久！

唱歌不是很好，影片的手工也不好，

希望你不要介意！！

好丢脸啊！！哈哈

Babe, I'm Sorry

2009-10-25T02:16:00.000-07:00

北鼻，对不起。
你撞车了，我却不能在你身边照顾你，
我觉得我是一个不称职的老婆。
老公受伤了，不能陪在他身边，还要他为我担心。
北鼻，我很幸福，你那么不舒服了，可是你还是叫我不要担心，你没事的！
可是当我听到你撞车时，我的心真的痛了。
我很怕你真的受伤离开我了！
我不要你离开我。
你要小心点，好吗。
现在真的很想在你身边知道你到底怎样，有没有很严重！
可是我却不能！
为什么，我们要离那么远呢！
为什么，老天要给我们这样的考验？

If I were a Boy

2009-10-21T03:06:00.000-07:00

Jenny asked me to listen to this song,
I like the rhythm, she like the lyris
Fair enough to suit with her mood now

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
and I'd never get confronted for it
cause they stick up for me

If I were a boyI
think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's brokenso they'd think that
I was sleeping alone

I’d put myself first
and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’ll be faithful,
waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake,
think i'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for youyou thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understanda
nd you don't understand, ohhhh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

Big Boobs mean EVERYTHING?

2009-10-20T04:49:00.000-07:00

Why people keep on view me because of my boobs??

It This mean Everything!!

People add me because I upload this photo~~

It this support to be a topic??

I hate people looking and give your point of View!

Because I DONT need it!!

The Bye Bye Party =(

2009-10-19T15:37:00.001-07:00

19.10.09

2009-10-18T19:08:00.000-07:00

11 more days til USA TRIP...=) Looking forward!!

Tonight is Year 12 Farewell, still the same thing,
We have to DRESS UP look like going to weeding,
but we only go to Dinning room...
Some words could describe :搵嘢来搞
Tired but hopefully I can capture some post'able' photo
=) It will soon be upload when i feel like it look'able'

Yesterday i chat with Viivi and also my babe...
Viivi said what to break up with kanon, so I gave her some advise...
And chat awhile la...

Then chat with babe....

1st time call him, he still sleeping, he sound so cute la....
Want to be at his bed with him too...
Must be very cute!!! Wahahah

Then he send me msg tell me he waked up at 3 hours later..
I call him and chat with him again...
He chat many such....
But he ask me some question make me feel unsafe....
I REALLY scare that you're tired with out long distance relationship..
I know it unfair for you...
But I really hope to be with you FOREVER although is not really making sense for me to say that...

Anyway I don't want you to leave me!!!

18.10.09

2009-10-18T04:20:00.000-07:00

O-kayyy...I'm a bitchhhh....So what???

Bitch"es" always win!!!

So why should I feel bad with YOUR judgement?

Good Girls Fuck Off...

Your generation had PAST!!

Is my TIME now...

Let rock my bitch"es"

從付賬看愛情

2009-10-15T16:25:00.000-07:00

想看清楚一個女人的真面目，要在他卸妝后；
想看清楚一個男人的真面目，則要在和他分手后；
想知道男人和女人的感情狀況，便要看他們對付張的態度。

當男人完全不看賬單便付賬，并慷慨的付小費時，他在追身邊的女人。
當他開始留意賬單的項目時，他已經追到這個女人。
當他開始翻查賬單，并埋怨收費太高時，他跟這個女人的感情已經十分穩固or已經失去火花了。
當他只是瞟一瞟賬單，然後由女人付賬，則這個女人已經成為他的太太了掌握經濟大權。

當女人完全不看賬單，只留意男人付多少小費時，她剛開始和這個男人交往。
當他開始留意賬單的項目，并叫他別付太多小費時，他已經愛上這個男人。
當她埋怨男人翻賬單，有批評他付小費太吝嗇，則他并不愛這個男人。
當她開始翻查菜單，并埋怨男人小費付太多時，他已經是他的太太。

女人愿意付賬的有4個：
1.她是他的太太
2.她剛剛收到男人一份貴重的禮物，良心發現，利益回吐。
3.他是她的舊情人，她要向他炫耀。她過的比他好。
4.這男人妄想追求她，她想挫一挫他的自尊心。

如果一男一女搶著付賬，則他們不可能是情侶

14.10.2009

2009-10-13T17:01:00.000-07:00

First,
Happy Birthday to Alison...Is her sweet 16 today...
I sended her a msg but she replied me you're??
hmmm........She din Save my number!!!

Today is raining here..again...
Well, raining is not a big deal but raining in SPRING is kinda annoying!!
We're now having spring but not look like spring!!! What life is it!!!
Anyway, my heart is raining too...

Kw

2009-10-13T03:41:00.000-07:00

When I started to mention him, It'll never stop.

He is a guy that i really fall in love with, he treat me good and cherish like no one ever..
That make him fascinating and unable to drag me away from his charming...
I know him in Friendster, chit chat in msn for a period of time, and be together on September 26
Spending times with him is the most amazing this in the world...
I like to listen to his voice, seeing him in the webcam and also chatting in msn...
He meant everything to me now,
I feel sad when he angry me, I'll do everything to get his forgive...
My world is turn according to his movement...
He will forgive whatever i did wrong although is not his fault, but when I cry,
He'll just say sorry to me, and say 老婆不要哭了，老公疼回你..
This is basically what I want...Feeling and Someone love me than everything...
He treat me really good....he scared that I am hurt...
I really glad that god give me a man like him...
He give me promise of future...and I do believe in him...
But this 2 days, we keep on argue in thing...
I feel like our relationship getting cold...and i trying to tell him,
But he was so angry...
I said sorry, but he still keep on nagging was my bad to start...
And I cry...he say sorry...
I told him, is it my bad that want you to treat me like last time, Sweet and Peace..
Is that my bad!!!
He heard that and he apologize to me...
But I can still feel how speechless in your console...Breaking but I still force to fake...
Because i dont want any arguement occur...

I know you are still sweet to me and love me...
But we are kinda speechless...

I am a girl that lack of secure...没有安全感！
How do i over come this...
I want to feel the sureness from you...

Babe, Dont treat our relantionship like we been together for long time...
Can we always maintain in sweet moment...I beg you..

In fact, I truly fall in love for you...

18.09.09

2009-09-17T19:18:00.000-07:00

Haha 3 more hours til school end....Holiday....yeah...
That mean my holiday plan is come true soon...
It is the time for me to hunt for "my quarry"...wahahaha...
Cause i very really hungry...almost for a years without having a "real bf"...
I dont care....i got to hunt for one at lease in this holiday...
oh yeah...

= =

2009-09-16T20:36:00.000-07:00

There is a corner of my heart is actually desire for a fantasy love story, you know?

= =

2009-09-16T19:47:00.001-07:00

Almost end of the term,everyone start becoming lazy..including me of course...

Looking forward to the holiday, caus ei have many thing want to do...

Hang out, sing k, clubbing at the night and finding" quarry" wahaha...

Yesterday have a little chat with Jenny about Ni keep on saying i am a nymphet...

Well, Jenny was right, why do I care about someone that doesnt know me...

wasting time...

Yesterday, packing up my room, prepare for holiday, half of it was done and still another half i have to work on today...

I hate End of the term sometime, have to pack everything in to the little walldrop.

= =

2009-09-15T01:39:00.000-07:00

刚刚Jenny和我说豆豆还想念"Rny"...
所以我去看豆豆的日志...
很感人啊，分开多久他还记的...
这不是一般男生会记得的东西！可见他是真的爱Rny吧！

我不是羡慕，只是在想什么时候像他那样的男生出现在我面前...
然后和我说要我回来，虽然不可能发生在我身上...可是我觉得，那才是真的爱吧！
很久没有那种feel了！

什么都做不了，也许只能等吧！

= =

2009-09-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

I had diet for 3 days!!But i still eat alot!!
House Drama is TOMORO!!So No school !!Hurray!!
Toorak won the Badminton match in GSV ACCEPT Senior!!
That is because PLC is Cheating...@.@ Toorak still the best...

Long time no update, many things happen,
When things are not working well in the way I want it to, I will miss home and you guy!!
Almost 2 years, I been in here...
Nothing got improve but my weight!!

I feel like speechless!!
2 more months til Holidays...
Mummy, I miss you and everyone in HOME!!
I want to diet, I want to be more skinny than you!!!Gosh!!

By the way, Sorry ya...
I fail my maths, but i got A in Account!!!

I need a Job= =

2009-09-04T05:03:00.000-07:00

I want money...
I need a job now...

All A for Account...
Happy...
That teacher such, Old teacher better...

Diet Diet Diet!!
Hate her, Thought she is the best...
She is Actually not...

I am not easy to guess!

Memory

2009-09-03T19:10:00.000-07:00

Live in Malaysia...
It might not that much of freedom, but more than everything...
Because I have my Babe...

Bit by bit, I started to forget how I use to be in Malaysia!
Forget how to act without a mask!!

= =

2009-08-27T17:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday took my last year uniform and just plan to have a play with it,
but something hurt is happened!!
I cant button it up....
sob...sob...
I was so mad and out of control, it is impossible...
Now I had become "Fat"ci!!!
I want back my shape...
damn...

Hurting...
I want diet...

= =

2009-08-23T07:26:00.000-07:00

终于明白，
错过了我爱的人，我有多难过，
错过了你，对我来说谁都一样。

缘分感觉上不存在，但又很实在！
我知道我是想你的，很后悔让你失望了。
虽然彼此彼此！
但我终于明白我要去那里是为了什么了。
我明白我的心了，可是你却不再理我了。
我的心好痛哦，为什么对别的女人你可以和他们在一起，也可以让他们得到你。。
为什么你就不愿意和我说你喜欢我呢？
你问过我，你那么容易追吗？
其实是你不愿意他出那一步！
我不是容易追，只是我等你等的太累了。。
好想和你在聊天啊，可是感觉上你已经不想和我说话了！
也许你觉得我很坏对感情不认真！
但是，我也就只是想跟着我的心走！

我以为我能以爱报答他，
可是我不能在骗他，他是对我超级好。
可是在我心里的那个人是你！！
我要的是那个知道我谈恋爱后很不爽的你！！

这个七夕，我最想你一起过！
现在的我也就只能期待你的生日，然后和你说生日快乐。
虽然也许就这么一句，可能你也不会回我！
但是这也是我现在唯一能期待的一天了

= =

2009-08-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

What is my mood now?
What is my feeling now?

I don't know...
Lot of thing happen this few days,
I cheat in my test...haha Kidding...

Yesterday when movie with Nerrisa, Vy and May...
We watched "The Ophan", the music is quite scary...
But before that we went in Shopping Mall have something to eat...

Today, when out with Jenny again, we went "steamboot" then go singing with Kenny and his friends...
The look like children...
Short and skinny...haha...

Then half and hours ago, when for a fashion show...
Haha....Preparing what to wear tomoro...

Today we went back with Jamie,
She is damn pretty and high class...
I wish i can be like her...

2009-08-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

PED again! But i love it, because we had DISCO DANCE, the best dancing i can do...

Hurray!!!

I feel good now...

Just now Jenny asked me, do you in love with anyone now...

I said no! What make you think of it...

She said Just asking!!

I told her, Wont you scare dark when you saw ghost before???

haha...

She feel like I do, but actually i dont...

I want to, I like frozen myself!!!

She said she she feel that when i being cold to guy...

But who care

= =

2009-08-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

刚刚看到他在群了说的话，
我真的有点后悔放他走。
一个对我那么好的人！
可是，说什么也没有用。
也许我再也找不到像他对我哪么好的人了吧！
可是我的个性还是在，没办法我还是我！
我真的不知道该说什么，我总是有办法让我后悔，
虽然没有很刻意，可是我每次不小心看到事，我都会觉得我的错。
这件事两方面都伤的一样的吧！
我不只是失去一个朋友，也失去了一分信任!
我没话说，只是心偶尔还是回小不开心！

感觉上和他拜拜后，
我会回到去从前的我了！
觉得我又变的冷漠无情了！
也许我还是最适合没感觉的生活吧！
至少这样我的上才是最少的！
我现在又不想要在去被人爱or爱人了！
不只有伤身，也伤了别人的真心！

我不应该听别人的话，去谈恋爱的！
我还是最该留在一个人的世界里吧!
是时候封闭我的心了。

It is the time,
I suppose to frozen my heart.
Stop hurting other, and so I wont hurt myself!

= =

2009-08-18T03:08:00.000-07:00

I got a E in how to become a sucess human!!
It seem like I only can tell my own feeling in here!!!
I want back Viivi and Dydy in my life!!
They know me, they will help me to make a right choice...
I really feeling not good now, it seem like everything are so disguting me...
I saw the Stella Maris Feast Day's Video, It makes me miss smsm more and more...
It might not be the best school, but it is the school that I miss the most, lot and lot of memory and fun!!

Miss Pucha alot, although it no more long in the world...
But it is kind of thing that I cant and wont forget in my live...
I meet my real friend there...

Stella Maris also builded up a strong friendship between me and my pip...
Anyway, I Love Stella...

Feel Bad！！

2009-08-17T20:50:00.000-07:00

No idea, Why..Just feeling bad and bad mood...
I dont even know why？
Just feeling not good, and i Just dun wan to talk with anyone...
But I really feel unhappy...
I want to know why!!1

Maybe!!

2009-08-17T04:53:00.000-07:00

也许你觉得我不稳重，幼稚什么的！
我也不可能在你面前反驳你，不想被你说！
我只是觉得我不喜欢装逼，也不喜欢在朋友面前，装乖，装懂事什么的。
我就是我，我说话就是这样，我就是爱逗人！
但我总比那些在人面前装的自己是很安静的人好！！
我就是这样的人，现在你说什么我都不反驳！！
没必要被你骂，也没必要被你损！！
其实我不是你想的哪么幼稚，只是你不认识正真的我罢了！！
我也不用让你知道我心了在想的是什么！！

我不是一个哪么容易猜得透的人！
我想你也是吧！！
部落格才是我最好的朋友！！

Arr!!!I have a different Life

2009-08-17T01:47:00.000-07:00

Jenny Kuo still THINK who she want, so I make her this hope that she know I'm here for her...

Finally, Today maths teacher check my homework, hope some to up date but not alot!!
Thank God!!
It been a tired day for me, When to PLC and have a hit with them,
As usual we won!!! 7 to 1~~~Go Toorak!!
I'm really tired, and still I have my accounting's homework!!
Everyone said that I doing very well in my accounting, but for me just soso!!
So I haven get 100% for it yet!!

It seem like, I still want to have bf, but then homework and school work still infront of it!!
Want to get good result, and DIET!!
I saying this for long time alrd, but still I haven start yet...= =
Haiz...everything going very weird now...
I just want make more friends now, so that I wont be lonely!!

Yesterday chat with YY, she saw my picture in XIAONEI, and give me some comment...
She tell me not to eat too much bubble gam,it will make my face more big...
haiz...
ok lur, I love to cook porriage now, but I dont know why...
haha....

I am a Fat- So

2009-08-16T03:47:00.000-07:00

Haiz....
Ate alot today, I ate whole bowl spicy fish and a tong of rice....
I shock myself too...
then i ate whole bottle of Nutella...
Haiz...i wan to diet but dunno why just cant...
anyway i hope i can get slim...

Jenny dont sad la...
Viici is always here for you la...
Love matter is annoying, and everything will not according to your perfect plan lol...
Reality still reality we have to face it, no matter what...

I bat everyone feel that I am a bitch because of breaking up with him...
But what can I do, I just dont use to that kind of goodness from him,
I know I'm bitch, people treat me good, and i abandon him...
But actually I dun wan both of us waste time and tears for this relationship that are not suppose to be a reality....
I felt sorry for him, But seriously, I din lie, It is all because he is too good...
As a women i know he is a good man that every single women want their husband to be,
But NOTHING IS GUARANTEE, who know what happen next...

I might be a bastard now, because of hurting him...
But at lease we are back to the right track!!!

went movie

2009-08-15T06:12:00.000-07:00

Today I went to Crown for movie with NiNi...

Apparently, Jenny is going too, she sat with Parrot and i sat with Nini...

It shock me when it just start....Gosh...

But anyway it quite Funny in somewhere and quite scary...

And I my leg now is paining....

cause i wear high heel....

sobsob....

Tired....

And also i took some new picha in the themes of bubble gam...

comment please

Mo more air in my lung....

2009-08-10T03:04:00.000-07:00

God!!!!
Today I have Sport again!
And the teacher ask us to run 2 lap on the oval..that mean 800m non stop...
It is killing me..
until now my air still haven come back la...

tired and boring!!

hurt my leg....damn...

2009-08-04T19:27:00.000-07:00

Today we had to hit and block again,
Finally i hurt my leg...
damn pain, cant move more also..= = bad luck..

I dunno what to do la...
I hope Viivi is here, she will know that i really wan,
She will tell me the right choice...
She knows me than myself...

I am really tired now...
Tomoro maths again...

Copy from emilie Blog

2009-08-04T01:47:00.000-07:00

Everyday we tell ourselves we're better off without each other,
But then every morning I wake up and realize
I love you more then the day before.
When i saw you i was afraid to talk to you...
when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you...
When i hold you i was afraid to love you
Now that i love you im afraid to lose you.
I Cry For The Times That You Were Almost Mine,
I Cry For The Memories I've Left Behind,
I Cry For The Pain, The Lost, The Old, the New..
I Now Cry For The Times I Thought I Had You
You make me smile for no reason,
You make me laugh at the unfunniest things,
But most of all, you make me love you
When I shouldn't be loving you...

I do change!!

2009-07-31T02:51:00.000-07:00

I d0 believe human will change...

Maybe few years later,

I look totally different with this 2 person...

I will never know...

what gonna to happen...

The week before, my phone din ring!

One week after, Msg-es and call keep on coming!

That why i believe everything will change...

6 months ago,

still 3 of us,

but now they is a river between us,

that are hard to cross, hard to jump over...

2 year ago, I still having sweet time with one of my "EX BF"

But now, think am I having the right to love someone,

Being in love...

3 years ago, I still a little girl,

But now I understand " Life got it own way"

I have to work the way out by myself!!!

10 years ago, I am just a kid that having fun in kindergarden

But now I have to work out what I am going to be in the future...

Changing make different

Practics make perfect

and life doesnt have the time for me to practic again...

It is stage, a scary stage...

A stage that you have to act just after what you think,

no time to practics...

If you make a mistake, that mean you had make a mistake...

No back turn...

So what to do when thing go wrong,

Not crying, for mama

Not jumping, around

Not nagging, is other fault

But face it,

I know it hard...

So i am trying now

This is all life meant to be...

I Know Me

2009-07-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

Sometime, thing are really annoying.
In love is ascertain part of the life journey.
Feel like this is what I should experience and use to it,
My life is sometime hopeless, but future still attracting me.
Fall in love to a lumpish fat kidney pigeon egg is not a good choices.

I am a person that fall in love quickely and hard to pull out!
This is one of my personality that really annoying me!!
I want to get rid of it, but i dont really know where to start with!!
As I say I understand myself well enough!!
So I am not going to think something foolish anymore.

I finally know that, Love is a kind of skill that i am not expert in!!!
So I am not going to miss you anymore!!
I am going to let myself escape from the memory cage that trap me for long time

GSV & Self Defences class!!

2009-07-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

Oh My god...
Today is a damn tired day...
Well, today is my first time playing GSV, and this game we are playing with MLC,
A school that quite strong in badminton, consider as one of the top 4 team in Victoria girl school badminton team, but they lose to us today...
We have 8 team for each school and our result is 7:1
of course we are the winner team...haha...
Jenny and I play quite well today...we won both game quite easy and it is fun...

This morning i have PED class, i hate the teacher alot, and we are having self defence classes,
So someone have to hit and someone have to block, so me and eva(aussie) just keep on routating, and it is hurting when you are returning in the right way, both of us hurt our hand and arm, and my leg are so pain now...anyway it is quite good although it is hurting, because it at lease with us some ideas what to do when people is trying to hurt you, but those skill are quite scary, something like poke people eye, kick their lower part, slap they ear and etc, anyway is a fun day and hurting...

Tomorrow double maths,
have long time to suffer...lol...

Long time no update!!

2009-07-20T04:06:00.000-07:00

Haiz, i am now the only one who can go on to the internet...
haha...
cause using blue line...haha...
haiz.........
i hate this school....no internet la...
sien la...
Guy are always annoying!!!

Back to Melbourne....haiz =C

2009-07-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

1 months gone alrd...
and i had come back for school again...
haiz...damn sad...because i had upload my phone for 50 dollar and suppose they should free 1000 dollar for me to call...
And now they oni give me 50, what the hell...and i dun wan change my phone...because mu number very east to remember la...
damn sad la...haiz...
hope that someone can help me to change back to my plan lo...

Some new gal came...
I saw a new Malaysian and a new Taiwaness...
Just now when to play badminton with Jenny...damn tired now...
Gosh...

anyway that almost what happen today

Sungai Congkak...

2009-07-12T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 7:30 am, then go eat Roti Canai with ah gong,
Then ah gong fetch me to leng's house...
This is the first time ah gong drive that long...feel so weird...
Then he keep on showing off his driving skill...lol..

When i reach leng's house, Natalie alrd arrive, just after i arrive leng house, phei arrive too...
Alison later for an hours plus...
Before she arrive, she call us and ask me why i arrive so early,
then i said i had late for 3 mins alrd loh...
she say ntg then..
afterward, we clim up to the car and start our journey...
Phei Wai Hong and his friends are coming too...
then we chat alot in the car and make so fun...

When i arrive sungai congkak that time..
something happen...
We cant find a nice seat, then we been looking around for a few second...
Then WH found a seat...
Leng's mom unpack everything and gonna to start cooking...
Then when everything was ready, something funny happen again,
The fire cant light up...
everyone was trying but at last leng remind aunty something then ok alrd...
This trip we are having Korean style, so we eat kimchi and thoes Korean food...
The Kimchi are damn spicy....
make me drink alot water...

After finish eating we go down to the sungai there and have fun...
we play around with the water there and we play true or dare game as well...
We use thoes rock to represent the turning thing...
so we pick up the biggert or smallest rock tosee who win...
I am the first loser...
Leng wan me to should 3 times in front of everyone said :"I am The Queen Of the World" lol..
So shy la...
Then alison kena also...
We want her to hug the rock and say some sweet thing such as i love you to the rock...
haha damn funny...
Then i lost my sunglasses damn sad la...
But then i'm so lucky, because i found it back just when i say "so sad la i lose my glasses"
A malay aunty found my glasses and so happy and wear it on herself
but my gang shout and say itu dia punya...
so funny la...

After that we told picture as usual, and change cloth...
The fitting room is so not good..
Iris, Alison and I change in a same room...
haha shy shy...

then leng's mummy said want to bring us up to the moutain, enjoy the view...
But we all sleep in pig just when we gone up to the car...
then her mummy give up and fetch us back lol...

Then we rest awhile in Leng's house and watch movie and we go old town and planning to play bowling...then we chat in old town and drive to flimingo plaza...
But we din play bowling because they have compertition...
then They all fetch me back my home...and i watch tv until now...

and hav to pack thing now...cause tomoro leaving alrd...
haiz...miss you all lot ya

Goshhh...Tired la...

2009-07-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today woke up at 8:30am, and go to the charity...
200++kids and uncle aunty...
My mom and gang bought some "KFC","Fat Man Steamboot", and some gift for the people...
Everyone was so happy...
Everyone have their job...
Mummy give the chicken to the people and i stand there and ask those kids "Who want tomato sause"...
All the kids there was "Jie Jie I want tomato sause"...Suddenly i turn old alrd...
Last time people call me "mei mei" now turn "jie jie"
haiz...
but still nvm la...
happy then okay lu...

After that the kid perform some show and enjoy it...
Then we celebrated buffday for the birthday kids on the month, blow candles and cut cakes...
Overall very busy but feel so good...
Then Jie bring Michael there and he is so cute and different from the last time i saw him...
Chubby lol...
And also a gang of teenage grab all most of the steamboot i only eat like 2 sticks only...
but anyway let them eat...cause there are not as good as us...
It tells me that i have to cherish what i got now...tired...

Then came back from the charity then i went to bed,
I set the my alarm clock about 3:30pm, but it din rang...
so when i woke up, is already 3:55...then i rush to the toilet and take a bath and go out again..
Uncle Tam come and fetch me to "Secrect Recipe" meet Daddy,
he still keep on repeating the same la...keep on nagging about the same things, tired also...
then 5:30 uncle Tam fetch me back...

Then i make up for aunty Lina's daughter weeding dinner...
she reserve a bad seat for me, i cant see what is happening on the stage at all,
so i just keep eating and drinking and mummy and aunty Yan Zhen keep on chatting..
then i saw the bride stomach got a bit inflate, then i guess maybe she is pregnant..
Then i tell mummy, and mummy say no la...
then other aunty heard what i say and keep on staring at her stomack and gossip about it...
we gossip about her pregnant, and just keep on say it is usual thing in 21 century...
i think so...
then after the dinner, Aunty Yan Zhen fetch mummy and I back home...
mummy have to go out later....to somewhere that under age cant get in...
haiz...
anyway as long as she happy...i feel ntg also...

okay...stop here...
tired...
Tomorrow going to sungai congkak with Leng, Son, Phei, Irish and Natalie...
It sure be fun...looking forward...
muackzz

Sleep early..

2009-07-10T08:13:00.000-07:00

Today damn tired...
because i slept at 6 o'clock this morning...
then 1 something got up and eat 'Shin Ya Mian" with "Ham Dan"..tasted good...

Then i went to China Town with mummy planning to buy some fabric actually,
but too sad, nothing suit me...
so i gave up, buy at Aussie lol...
Then mummy fetch me to somewhere in Pudu to buy paper plate and cup for tomorrow charity..
I also grab some sweet..haha....fatz...

Then we go back for about 4 something, and rest for awhile...
Supose Ah Yi, is coming to join us for dinner, and we plan to go steamboot
but she is still on with her meeting then we change plan...
Then we go to oversea with Uncle Terrence, and he pay for the bill.
This meal cost him rm500, he change his face when he saw the bill...
but the service is not so good...
I been waiting for my taufu for more than an hour...
haiz...
bad service and the waiter look tired...
Overall, bad service...

Then we come back home, mummy play the "chain game"
and i ask her to go sleep, cause i wan to play...
then she seem angry...
haha...
but she still give me a good night kiss....feel so sweet...
Mummy i love you...

And today in China Town, i eat "ban min" with mummy
and the waiter call mummy "Jie Jie"..
Mummy felt very happy and keep on smiling lol...
haha...
My mom look very young lol..

Ok, That almost what happening of the day...
Muackz...
I need to charge battery...
Tired...haha...

New Bloggie

2009-07-09T12:09:00.000-07:00

Now is 3:10 "am"...
And I'm still not tired...
It been annoying me because I can't sleep...
So I sign up another blogger...

It's all because of I'm too boring...
Nothing to do...
Supposingly Aunty Michelle is cooking for me tomorrow,
and I am looking forward too...
But too sad...
She felt down yesterday, and hurt her "old bone"
So mummy go to the hospital and take care her...
And because of her "bone" still annoying her, so she cant cooks tomorrow.

I am going to buy some fabrics tomorrow for my next term project...
Goshh...
I haven even touch my homework yet,
And somemore I lost my calculation that cost rm 700 at the last day of the term..
I have to buy a new one...
Damn...

I wanna to give up Japanese...
Too tired...
Finally I understand that why those people appreaciated me that
I know more than 3 langagues...
Cause is really hard to learn another langague that you are not using it often...

3 more days to go...
I have to leave and study in Aussie AGAIN...
I wish to stay here now...
At lease I can stay with my family...

Today Ah Gong damn funny...
He asked me to call Ah Po and asked Ah Po to buy him a cigarette...
And I asked him, why dont you call yourself...
Actually that is because he scare Ah Po scold him...
Haha...
I love my family...They are cute...

I am trying to update this blog eveyday...
Hope that i can make it...
wahahhaha